3 month have passed...

3 month have passed since we have started the new year... And finally I had went for my long waited 6 months vacation at 台湾!

This year I had started quite busy and I can truly feel that SPSD TBZ are bonding strongly together ever since we have our weekly meet-up on sunday morning to chant and planned together. As time passed, some of the TBZ also slowly not able to join us due to the other committee and reason but those who came really have bonds quite well together.

So fast, SD Kenshu is 2 weeks from today, and i am still trying to reach out to our members to join us, i can really say for the whole month of Feb, i really not into anything about Gakkai and I really just want to spend some time with myself...but no matter what i got this mission that i promise that i will do my best for SPSD so here i am back to SPSD to really push myself harder. We have 2 more week to reach out to them and i should try my best to make the new students and also the old to join in this kenshu as much as possible.

Work wise, just got our finally awaited meeting to settle some of the organization stuff at work. Now i understand why wei ling is so frustrated about the organization here. I am like in a struggle against myself, one part of me want to really tell my boss that it is not reasonable about the salary ladder but the other side of me say that i have to endure just to gain the benefit that i want from this job. For me, i can see that i am really starting to slack off again, the rush is not with me anymore... i really need to revivalist my spirit of seeking before i can really gain a lot in this work... it the attitude that make a different... i shall not let my environment affected me and overcome it...

End of this month, my SQL course is starting soon, looking forward to it.. but it will be a hard few month ahead... got to hang in there... need more diamoku and more self discipline... I can't see what is ahead of me for now in work but with absolute faith in gohonzon, i believe everything will turn out just fine... when the time come, we will know what will happen...
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